yesterday, i had 2 dreams, in one night.

which is bloody damn rare.sinceu need to sleep first to dream, unless ur day dreaming..and i always have abad case or blocked nose nowadays..


the first dream was about... me.and then there was a plane i had to go on, it was a school excursion..
but i didnt make it.


and i woke up actually saying loudly " walao!!"

the second one was about ...me.

taking drugs..i remember myself putting cocaine( not sure from where) on my finger and rubbing it on my gums..
like the movies do sometimes..

but i didnt taste anything sweet, but a rather thick wet powdery taste.

i dunno why i dreamt of that..
may be because i was watching GOOD FELLAS the night before.?

thats about it.
i woke at 11 in the morning.

haha
today was a great day, went out with my NAFA friends(NAnyang academy of fineArts),but itwas sad that only 4 excluding me could make it..
there was.,yingying.
who is also a DEVIANT,
and NICK who is also a DEVIANT
and Zhao Yang
and Yi Hui.

we first went to the Astons for an early lunch at cathay, then after that, we went to plaza singapura , for amovie, most of us has watched AVATAR and there were'nt many others we could watched, so we opted for thelast option/
CHIPMUNKS the squekuel..
and LOL. what a laugh it was.
and i dare say it was more enjoyable and less DISSAPOINTING than twilight...
hahahah

though i didnt watch the first episode.. i enjoyed it perfectly...

we then went for a game of pool by Paradise center.
and ofter that we headed home.
it was such an enjoyable day.

AS graduated students from the NAFA( nanyang academy of fine arts)\
we always make it a point to gather and have agood time for a day. once or twice each year, and i makes me ttruly glad to see each and every one of them again, even thoug i see one or 2 online each day. it isnt the same as hanging out once in a while.

i hope that we could visit our teacher( art teacher of final year class)at her home during the chinese new year festivals, like we did last YEAR..it would be great fun, i am looking forward to that day...

OH MY FUCKING GOD GUYS< the news of the remake is here.
i am so angry and sad this is even happening,and when i thought things are bad, CHECK OUT THE CAST>this is ELI/ELIAS
[link]

omg, this is one film that reached to the bottom of my heart, and they are gonna remake it..??!?!?!?!??!?! FUCK THEM MAN!!!!an american version??? the one by thomas alfredson is the best one man......shit..

okay and i figured this guy is hakan.--->[link]

and i figured this skinny fuck is OSKAR.-->[link]

and here the poster guys.
this may be old news for u , so pls bear with me!!!

---->>[link]

well hello dear friends.
i havent really wrote to announce anything in my life lately, so heres soomething to chew on.


i have been on holiday for about a month already, and i have been back from batam( indonesia)for a trip with my family.
it had been fun and really great for me , i made friends over there and some from overseas.

and i also bought some wicked tshirts over there.
i will be posting some of my pictures from batam on DA soon.

and,

in 2 days, that means on 10 december, i will be off to honkong , visiting honkong disney land and stuff, it will be cold. but fun..i guess.( i will post pictures soon too when i get back)

to be honest, i dunno why , but i have never been looking forward to these overseas vacation,
dont take it wrongly, im glad my parents spend so much timeand MONEY to let us have fun as a family . but the thing is that, the thing that i have always been wanting to do since the end of my O levels is do some serious OIL painting.

i want to paint.
but i have t clear up a shitload cluster of the stuff in my room attic.
cos the ceiling's falling apart, and the parque floor is sinking.
and it feels like treading on thin ice everry time it creaks.

well , i really have Just been wanting to paint, more specific, i waant TO PAINT WENDORF AND THE WHORES
AND HELENA< AND BLOODY MARY< AND THE MEDUSA AND THE BLIND BOY>

and i want to make my comic.
but ideas ~ARE SPILLING OUT OF MY MIND AND MY HANDS ARENT FAST ENOUGH.
my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough.my hands are'nt fast enough..

I guess i ll just take things slowly from now on.i have never been the type to breakdown over things that never was( meaning invisble pressure), and ill make sure i wont.

partly because , i know i've got ppl out there relying on me as an example( is that too brazen of me?)
friends like BRITTANIE aka shuunenbukai.a great friend.

so. i shall be ending this entry by saying that im very much into victoria frances's art now.the FAVOLE shit and all that.
and i watched saw 6.---> rip
off.

night works of my mind. its almost addictive.to imagine and play and replay the scenes of my stories over and over again, constructing and re editing to my personal best and ideal version of a fantasy erotica.

this afternoon's nap was about the cat girl in the ever deadly assasin town with vagabonds and theives at ever corner. with lucious prostitutes at every corner and shady hooded figures paying both sides of clans if u know what i mean.
a tangle in in a mess of web of tangles. and wendorf is at the mercy of his new mistress.
being treated much like a dog.
he discovers new pains being human dog.
and constantly pushing new treshholds of the fragile statuesque body he has.
both eyes blinded . dug out to be precise.
he is now unofficially the most wanted ( dead and alive) men and womenin the city.
as he is often confused, as a boy men girl or women. he has surpassed all boundaries of assasins and evolved into what is literally a perfect killing machine at 16.
and both eyes blind.

memorising the city streets and roof tops by memory.
he jumps on and off walls if need be.but most of the time, playing a blind man or a beggar will suffice just as well.

he learned a lesson from all this: sometimes, simple is the best way, and also the hardest.
blending in as handicapped is nothing strange in that town,its also quite a fine time as long as u dont minde getting kicked by scums and spit on by pirates and corrupted polices, its all the icing of the cake . after what he has went through in the BIG cat'den.

~im really ooking forward to writing the part he plays a belly dancer to get info from a rich merchant.and gets away with it just fine.
with a tip off!!

or the time he kills a guard in the middle of the busy street on sunday morn with just a thumb size sewing pin.:straight through the guy's apple.and no on notices.

some real cool stuff.
the mind's vomit.